Have I mentioned that I feel awkward a lot of the time lately? Well, I do. The most recent awkwardness was going to Family Home Evening with my fellow single ward members tonight. I do not know what happened but all of the sudden I was acting like an obnoxious 21 year old. Not that I am saying that the people that I was hanging out with were obnoxious, but I started to be. Then after I realized that I was acting like that, I just felt awkward. I really have this whole awkward thing going well lately. I also have a love of pink going on too. I really think that these things go together. I think that maybe I never had my awkward going through puberty experience because I was too busy being a tom-boy and playing sports. All of the sudden, I am girly. (well as girly as this girl can get!) It is weird. Maybe this is my awkward teen years catching up with me at 30. That must be it!
I am not a very good teacher these days. I am going through my hard month either early or late. I don't remember having a real hard time in November, so maybe I am having that hard time now. The next hard time should not be coming until February. So maybe I am early. Maybe I will only have one hard time this Winter. Who knows? All I know is that I am having a hard time being a good teacher right now because I really just don't care. Maybe it is that whole new attitude of "whatev"
Well, short and sweet today.
Enjoy my lucky shirt backwards thanks to the computer inverting it. I am glad that it really isn't that way on my shirt because then I think people might stare and that would just add to all my awkwardness!
