Awkwardness breeds awkwardness!

Have I mentioned that I feel awkward a lot of the time lately?  Well, I do.  The most recent awkwardness was going to Family Home Evening with my fellow single ward members tonight.  I do not know what happened but all of the sudden I was acting like an obnoxious 21 year old.  Not that I am saying that the people that I was hanging out with were obnoxious, but I started to be.  Then after I realized that I was acting like that, I just felt awkward.  I really have this whole awkward thing going well lately.  I also have a love of pink going on too.  I really think that these things go together.  I think that maybe I never had my awkward going through puberty experience because I was too busy being a tom-boy and playing sports.  All of the sudden, I am girly.  (well as girly as this girl can get!)  It is weird.  Maybe this is my awkward teen years catching up with me at 30.  That must be it!

I am not a very good teacher these days.  I am going through my hard month either early or late.  I don't remember having a real hard time in November, so maybe I am having that hard time now.  The next hard time should not be coming until February.  So maybe I am early.  Maybe I will only have one hard time this Winter.  Who knows?  All I know is that I am having a hard time being a good teacher right now because I really just don't care.  Maybe it is that whole new attitude of "whatev"

Well, short and sweet today.  

Enjoy my lucky shirt backwards thanks to the computer inverting it.  I am glad that it really isn't that way on my shirt because then I think people might stare and that would just add to all my awkwardness!